my tenth post.

so this is my tenth post on this blog. so i'm at home right now for christmas break, and i want to go back already. i just got here a few hours ago. the boredom is killing me. what am i going to do for almost a month without everyone? i mean, sure, i could handle being home for about a week, but a whole month? too much. i wish residence halls would allow us to stay longer, without the schoolwork.

i'm not sure if it's the boredom or my old life that i don't like about coming home. i like who i've become, and the freedom to be who i've become at school. here, i feel a little bit restricted, like i can't actually do whatever i want. i dunno, i actually understand that my parents want to spend time with me, but i still feel like i can't be myself.

new topic. weddings!

so you know how little girls always dream of their weddings? i still do. i want a wedding in the evening, either on a beach or in a garden, probably the garden, but still near a beach, and i want those papery lights all around too. my dress? light pink. i know, it's not traditional, but i love pink too much to not have a pink dress. but it'll basically be white with a little bit of pink in the color. i know, i probably put a bit too much thought into this, but hey, i'm a girl. it's my job:)